As I lie down here
his arms on my back
his breath on my face
my heart beats stumble
over every unforgotten trace
the traces of life that have molded us both
to become the people who we want to uphold
it's been a while since I've held this pen
years of life has molded me since then
To write a poem is not an easy task
Beneath this façade lies a lonely mask
And when you need to filter all of this through
Whats left is what it is, the core of you
True love is a mystery
Unbounded by any rules
The stuff stories are made of
The stuff that makes wise men fools
For how many kingdoms
And how many lives
When upon true love they stumble
Forget what is wrong or right?
Once in a life time
For every soul there is but only one
Once in 10,000 lifetimes
When everything else you've known is suddenly gone
To act on it is impulse
To pursue it is a crime
But somehow its worth it
For the years you have left to be divine
The past and present are moments
Fleeting in front of your eyes
And all you see is the future
and you and him together the rest of your life
True love is a mystery
Philosophers upon it dwell
And till this day the answers
Lie between heaven and hell
When distance is just a plane a ride
When being together is just a step
How hard was it for those before
Only stories could ever tell
When you can hear his voice
Thousands of miles away
The flames of despair tamed
and you get thru another day
when you want to feel him closer
when your heart rushes to be near
when you see him through a webcam
and your dreams take over your fears
Ah yes true love is a mystery
But forgranted you must take it not
For all this world and its technology
Has yet to make two bodies one
The warmth of his touch
His scent and his arms
The feel of my cheek
On his chest in the dark
The feel of his skin
When my legs on his legs brush
And the face I long to kiss
And the lips I miss so much
True love is a mystery
Never will it be solved
Not thru time nor generations
Nor the communications that have evolved
To feel his breath
To hear him sleep
To feel him beside u
to make love …
So deep………
To hear his heartbeats
And feel they are yours
To reach beside you
And make sure he is close
The longing and waiting
The nights that roll by
The endless anticipating
Of the day he’ll come by
My heart is breaking
And mending each day
A call, a msg and a conversation
Enough to keep me sane
Starving for his arms
His left space I fill in bed
When will that day come?
He is every thought in my head.
My love for him surrounds me
like an orbit wrapping my soul
my love for him is time and space
I am Venus and he is my thrown
Gravitational force is infinite
Once in my orbit he falls
He is my moon and his moonlight
Pull my raging tides back to shore
So time dear time go on with it
At this rate that distance divides
If the universe is a mathematical equation
He is the variable that will make it right
My universe is raging with thunder
Calm my endless demise
Give me an answer to this equation
Conspire for me
salvage this poor heart of mine.
